Chapter 1072  : Ending (2)

Before Qin Jiayan left, he took all the possessions that Su Qing had left behind at the Lin family home.

After returning to Gu Yusheng’s villa, he ignored his mother, as well as Little Peanut who had run toward him to ask for a hug, and went upstairs and locked himself in his bedroom, where he began sorting through Su Qing’s belongings.The last entry was written 10 years ago.

After that, all the pages were blank. Qin Jiayan flipped through every page and, just when he reached the last few pages and was sure there was no more writing, he landed on a page with two pieces of paper that were covered in scribbled words.

When he focused his eyes on it, he realized that it was a letter—a letter that she had never intended to mail.

“Jiayan, we’re finally reunited after I waited for you for so many years. There’s a saying that every single reunion happens because of an unfinished relationship. But I knew that our fate to meet again had ended. I was genuinely happy when I saw how your life is better than I had ever imagined it could be. I was consoled. But then I realized how we are worlds apart even when I’m standing face to face with you, and my heart felt so low.

“Jiayan, did you know? After I left you, every single day I was a dead person walking. Ultimately, the Lin family was too powerful for me to resist them. I had no choice but to obey them. There was no day nor night during my misery, but you were the only one who could push me through my suffering, because I dreamed of the day when I would meet you again. God was not too bad to me—He fulfilled my only wish, and I am now satisfied. Did you know, Jiayan, I’m actually smiling as I’m writing this down now?

“Jiayan, that night was the happiest in my life. I have no regrets. Even though we forever went our separate ways the next day, I do not have the least bit of regret. Afterward, you called me in the middle of the night and came to look for me in your pajamas, and you asked me to leave with you. Those were the most beautiful and moving words that I had ever heard. Jiayan, I actually really wanted to leave with you, but I couldn’t, because the Lin family have a hold on us. Right now, you are so wonderful and pure, I love you so much that I could not bear to taint you?

“Jiayan, I heard that you’re getting married soon. Of course that makes me sad, but I give to give you all my blessings. You deserve a better girl to accompany you for the rest of your life. I am too flawed to be worthy enough to remain in your world. I would destroy your perfection.

“Jiayan, I would love to witness your bliss if I could, but I cannot bear with it anymore. Jiayan, I’ve hung on for more than 10 years, and I’m really tired.